If you have read very many of my blogs, you see there is a theme of discontent, especially with the way I earn money. I feel stuck in jobs, finances are always an issue, etc… so it may come as no surprise that I am always looking for a way out. A way out of the financial crunch, a way out of the job that sucks my soul dry, etc… I have known for a long time that becoming an entrepreneur or owning my own business was my ticket out, but it’s scary, it’s hard and I am finding the hardest part is having the necessary mindset for it!

I have tried direct sales, working more than one job, working lots of overtime, my fiancé and I have tried food vending, which is probably the best thus far at bringing in money, but when you start in lack, you do not have the resources needed to to go all in and take the hit until you start earning enough money to put you into the black and not only that, you have to use what money you do earn to pay yourself back for going in the hole to begin with and then hopefully have enough to pay a bill or two. Plus, sales are never a given, so you cannot count on the income to just be there.

I believe in my last blog or the one before, I mentioned I had lost my job. Well, at 48, I am TIRED of working for others, being a robot and being stuck in a specific location AT work and even AT home. While I AM searching for a job, because we HAVE to pay bills, I also invested in a new thing. This one will be more profitable because I plan to see it through and work it until it IS profitable. I am building on online course. The instructor, Molly, teaches us, one small step at a time, gives us homework, support, an online community to partner with and is there if we need questions answered, or get stuck. I know her method works, because she is a multi-millionaire! Each week, I see new students added to the member group! When I started, there was 415 group members and now there are 463! She has added almost 50 people in less than 6 weeks! Not only is that people, that is MONEY! If you would like to sign up for her free webinar and see if this is something you might want to do YOURSELF, as I know many of you out there are looking to share your knowledge and passion with others. Please click on my affiliate link to her course here… Profitable Courses by Molly Keyser to attend a free LIVE webinar with Molly herself!

The thing is, nothing you ever do is easy, not anything WORTH doing anyway. I thought I had come a long way and then I started this process and oh my! The emotions it pulled out, the self doubt and negativity, etc… But, I am not giving up! I am working on my mindset AND working on this course. I am taking emotion out and doing the tasks Molly has laid out and doing my best to keep emotion out of it! It is not easy, but I am surrounding myself with positive AFFIRMATIONS and I post them on my wall and read them and I am surrounding myself with people who are positive and try to catch negative thoughts and challenge them. Some days are better than others, of course, but each day, I keep showing up for myself! I AM creating the life of my dreams, remembering that the way we talk to ourselves determines our success and celebrating the wins along the way.

The job thing? Yeah, I’m looking, yes I am following up, is it or will it always be my future? No, it is just a job, a necessary means to further my goal at this point. I’m going to get to work, but let me leave you with this from the affirmations Molly gave us…

I CREATE MY OWN LUCK
I CREATE MY OWN STORY
I CREATE MY OWN PROFITS
I CREATE MY OWN FREEDOM

Thanks for reading, I always look forward to feedback and see you soon!
Shanshe